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Date: 2002-12-05 09:20 am (UTC)How're you doing, girl?? I'm kinda slow in writing comments these days. I read all the entries but I'm always like "Argh, no time to write a comment, have to do it tomorrow." and then I forget about it.
That reminds me, I gotta do some christmas shopping this weekend...
xox
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Date: 2002-12-05 09:45 am (UTC)its fine here the ringcon was great and today i send back the money for the con next year gg you should go to *smile*
oh i know the time problem work work work and more work. today i should make some math for my working school but im not in that mood lol who cares about a bad note on a test lol :)
shit xmas shopping urgs i have no gift until know i think i buy them all when im at fran in berlin gg its a shopping town it shouldnt be to hard to find something good :)
oh and i have a lil question from a friend can you look in town for an britney spears dvd and book? it comes together you only have to look about it, cuz here in germany is only the book and he wana know if its really just the book or like he heard book and dvd :)
it would be very nice *G*
so how its there in big old usa? aw i wish i could join in but arg all i get is more work here gg but what should i do *sigh*
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Date: 2002-12-05 10:17 am (UTC)I read your entries about the ringcon!! I'm so jealous! It sounded like you guys had a blast! :) Maybe I'll go next year. I don't know yet. Depends, what I'm doing next year cause I don't know. ;)
Haha, lost. :)
Big old (boring by now, I must say) USA is fine. I just can't believe it's December. It still looks like summer outside and it's still warm. Everytime somebody asks me what I want for christmas, I say "Snow!" and they're always like "Crap! That's the only thing you cannot have!".
But it's still great here. It just kinda became my home and that's the boring thing about it. Nothing new to see. Nothing new to do.
But I'm fine and that's what it's all about. I just like it here.
Oh but I tell you, Becca, since that three-day-trip with Hide, I can't stand him anymore!! I mean, everything he does makes me crazy!! EVERYTHING!! Already when I hear him opening the door when he comes home, I'm like "Oh no! Here we go again. Why doesn't he just shut the FUCK up and leave me alone!!". I'm soooo sick of him!! Yesterday I yelled at him (I didn't mean to. I was just playing around and got a little too loud..ugh, what a lame excuse. I waited for this moment since days! Yelling at him, YES! STUPID ASS!!) Anyway the weird thing about it is that since that trip he gets up earlier just to sit at the table with me and talk (well, I usually read and ignore him) and comes home earlier just to sit at the table and talk (and I usually act like I'm really busy cooking). So I'm totally disgusted and just want him to leave me alone and he hangs around me all the time!
Helloho!! Is that normal male behavior or what??
I can't even stand the way he smells anymore! Makes me wanna throw up right where I stand.
GAH!!!
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Date: 2002-12-05 10:30 am (UTC)so now second.
hmm itsounds that you have a lil prob but the other prob is i cant help you cuz hmm i have no idea *sorry* but maybe, its just hmm maybe he likes you so much that he dosent care about you yelling at him or ignore him, its the best time for him when hes with you so maybe he want hear or see that you dont want that all cuz it would disturb(?) his dream (i know all this sounds like total crap)
but i mean look at flo and me i dont care when he act like a real asshole i dont want to i came back all the time and be a lil puppy so maybe its the same with him.
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Date: 2002-12-05 10:52 am (UTC)It's just, he's just TOO nice. I mean, I can yell at him and ignore him but he does nothing. He never yelled at me or even frowned into my direction. He's just so...nice. It's like hanging out with a robot. "Go and fetch me something to eat." and off he goes. I mean, I'd say "Do it yourself, you lazy ass!" if somebody would ask me something ridiculous like that.
It's like when we drove in the car. We just decided to drive around a little, not knowing where to go. Just driving around. But everytime we came to a crossing he asked me, where he should go. I was just like "Why the fuck does he ask me that everytime?? Can't he decide by himself?".
I just wish that he'd leave me alone for just one fucking day. Or better for a lifetime! Being friends is okay but I feel like we're engaged already. He makes me sick. And it's so unsatisfying to yell at him and he doesn't yell back.
But Becca, don't you get mad if Flo yelled at you and acted like an asshole? I mean, didn't you yell back??
Everytime I see him, I'm like "EEEWWWW!".
I have problems, hm?? :) Weird!
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Date: 2002-12-05 11:00 am (UTC)i mean maybe its the same with him he dont like it you yell at him but he dont say anything like a puppy thankfully for every nice think from your site.
but i know your site too cuz i had a boyfriend like this too and its disgusting i mean arg. but you cant do anything just talk to him, tell him how do you feel and what makes you "sick". maybe it works :)
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Date: 2002-12-05 11:20 am (UTC)But I don't know why cause I used to get along good with him.
Well, you know, now that I really think of it, I guess, that's just my red light in my head blinking like crazy. ALERT! MALE BEING LIKES YOU! I guess, I just try to kick him out of my life again cause he came a little too close.
I just have to stop thinking of him like that. Then everything will be okay.
I'm such an idiot sometimes.
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Date: 2002-12-05 11:28 am (UTC)i think you should realy talkt to him and tell him that you dont like him and bla bla you know.