need...

[mystisblom]

-chocolade, god i so need chocolade. why i dont have one is this a complot??
-inspiration, loose all my inspiration :( cant write cant make fanarts lost everything
-a new book read nearly half of dune (english version) and now i lost my way
-translater, cuz i dont have money for a new book so i need someone who translate dune for me and because im so curious *G*
-more buffy spike love in this world :)
-a vacation in berlin
-a boyfriend cuz last night i dreamed about flowers and bees
-new friends cuz some of the old one bore me to death (not you just very very old ones) they only tell me about they broken heards *sign*
-a faster computer
-more ideas what i need :)