sick or not sick this is the question!

[mystisblom]

love pain, right!
love angst, right!
love psycho, right!
love to see my fav charas in pain, right!
so fran tells me that im sick. if i? i dont know. the only thing that i know is that i total psycho i mean hey i had some suecides behind me and i visit a psycho doc so why i cant be a lil bit creepy or scary.
i love to see spike screaming in pain or this scene in my afi or the end of the riley epi when buffy said "im sorry ... wiliam!"
i mean one of my fav songs is out of this world by bush
lyrics:
When we die, we go in to the arms of those who remember us.
We are home now.
Out of our heads.
Out of our minds.
Out of this world.
Out of this time.
Are you drowning or waving.
I just want you to save me.
Should we try to get along.
Just try to get along.
So we move.
We change by the speed of the choices that we make.
And the barriers are all self-made.
Thats so retrograde.
Are you drowning or waving.
I just need you to save me.
Should we try to get along.
Just try to get along.
I am alive.
I'm awake to the trails of confussion we create.
There are times I feel when we're about to break.
There's too much to say.
We are home now.
Out of our heads.
Out of our minds.
Out of this world.
Or out of this time (x4)
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so if im sick, why i dont care? or not really care only a lil bit.
i mean acari frani ask me how i would love to see when they have sex and i said angelus and spike and maybe a lil threesome ggg so iam sick?
ok i love the danger i love pain i love violence but iam really sick?
becca

ps.ok read this think im sick *sigh* can someone bring me the leather please ;)