mystisblom | omg im hyperventilate!!!!

saw the season opener from buffy right now and buddys im dead!!! spike was gorgeous so sad and weird god i love angst so much *G*
it was maybe the best season opener from every show ive ever saw my god and the end

SPOILER
when spike saw all big bads and in the end he saw buffy, my god what should told this to us? hmm i think buffy as a big bad would be cool!
or the part when buffy saw spike for the first time and she ask if hes ok and he laughs like really really crazy and then when he touch her *awwww* my shipper heart was bumping, really. and then the szene when buffy open his shirt and sees the wounds and ask where he did this and he looks so sad and said "ive try to cut it out!"
spoiler end

god i was bitting my lips like stupid now im bleeding but god the is ok for such a good stuff.
oh did ive ever tell you who spike obsessed iam? after the first epi with spike i was his slave *G* i mean god this is a man!
i really love lij and dom but hey when spike comes to me i would give them all away or better get all *evil grin* gg but for real its not james marsters no its spike its his chara this dark thing. i allways like the bad guys :) and i adore angst so i have to love spike and buffy and spike as a single chara.
spike is the best and he rules :)

ps: frani i get glorious#1 and my god it makes me so horny ggggggggggggggggggggggggggg