some crap that was in my mind

[mystisblom]

inside my skin
is something
its beating
hurting me
and i stand there
stand in front of this clif called life
afraid to jump
afraid to go out of my skin
go away from the pain
cuz going out is loosing all i am
and i stand there
hear the waves
feel the wind
see the birds flying higher and higher
and i stand there
wonder what can happen
wonder what can i see
that makes me so affraid
more affraid than this
and i close my eyes
lift my arms
and jump
into nothing into all
and maybe into something better
than this