the universe is against me. I fuckn knew it!

[mystisblom]

I just droped a bottle of my best whitewine on my last drawing *cryes* I never going to finish this stupid dom art I swear *sigh*

I had some friends over last night and we drank some of the wine and now that I wanted to put it away I had to sneeze and I droped it. How stupid is that?


On a lighter note, I found my way into the HP art szene, there are quite a lot really really good artists out there.

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The universe is against me, too! Motherfucking shithead universe!

[elenea.livejournal.com]

I suck at art! I have this really great domain, but I cannot fucking come up with a fucking layout! I have so many goddamn ideas in my head, but everytime I try to create that layout, I fail! I can't add brushes and textures to my photoshop cause it's a stupid, stupid, stupid and yes, probably totally OUTDATED version of photoshop! So I can't do the layout, and that frustrates me SO MUCH!!!
I wanna be a really really good artis, too! But I am not! Cause I am stupid! All I can do is make my hair look good, and make the perfect cup of coffee (years and years of practice!!), or clean a bathroom professionally (two years of practice. Stupid, useless apprenticeship!). And lately I've been so obsessed with looking at that really, really tiny piece of my front tooth that has fallen off because I probably bit on something hard, and the more I stare at it the uglier I feel. Although it's so tiny nobody else notices it but me!

I am so frustrated with myself lately, it's not even funny!

I have a bottle of champagne in the fridge. Want some??

Re: The universe is against me, too! Motherfucking shithead universe!

[mystisblom.livejournal.com]

A bit of champange would be awsome!
But let me tell you something. You might just see the ugly right now but you should know that all the little thinks you see are some parts that make you whole. Those little imperfections make you you and I can tell you I don't want you any different.
I hate coffee but I surely would love your coffee because you made it and I hate cleaning the bathroom because I hate cleaning at all but I'm sure it would be fun to swing some toiletpaper.
I don't know why you wana be an artist because you already are. Art is just a way of telling what you feel and you are perfect at it. You have a way with words that paints a more beautiful and crazy picture than every fuckn piece that dali ever painted.
Your kindness makes you perfect and I'm sure you light a room when you enter it.
About your front tooth, I have the same problem and most people dosn't even notice it until I tell them and then they think it's charming.
I never like what I draw, or what I write. Very often I truely hate myself for beeing me, for not being smart enaugh for not being funny enaugh. I'm conficed that I'm just not enaugh of everything, but thats because of my past. I'm sure if I'd know you or fran or tine a long time ago I would be awsome because you people are awsome and I would be mirror of your perfection.

*blush* I know I'm all cheesy and silly but I love you all so much *hugs you*

Re: The universe is against me, too! Motherfucking shithead universe!

[elenea.livejournal.com]

oooooohhhhh *sobs* I love you too, you know that, right?? I love how fearless you are, and that nothing seems to be able to stop you from speaking your mind. Especially not the opinions of others. You are just you, and by that the most perfect person you could ever be! And the bestest, bestest friend that I could ever ask for!
I'm feeling a lot better now. It's truly funny. Everytime I feel really, really bad something very, very great happens, and I suddenly realize how blessed I am. (And even if it's just something really, really small like stupid episode 21 of season 4 of Gilmore Girls to finally start downloading after I've added it to my downloads DAYS ago, and there have never been enough sources for it to start downloading. And now it's finally started right after I've finished watching episode 20, and could soooo not wait to find out what's gonna happen next!)

I would make a coffee lover out of you!! :) I know so many different ways of making coffee, and so many secrets of what to add to make that cup of coffee taste like heaven on earth, you'd be surprised!

Thank you.

Re: The universe is against me, too! Motherfucking shithead universe!

[mystisblom.livejournal.com]

It's because you deserve only greatness!
It's like Sandra Bullock said in 28days "lass dich niemals zu nem dummen spruch verbraten denn du bist reine lyric!" I love that quote.

trust me I'm not fearless, in fact I think I'm the most ferfull person on this whole planet but thank you for having faith in me. That means a lot *hugs*

What was 21? I can't wait for the next episode (season 5) when Rory is making out with spoiler *weeeee*

I'm sure you would even if now I think coffee tastes like dead old shoes (not that I ever tried those...)

Re: The universe is against me, too! Motherfucking shithead universe!

[elenea.livejournal.com]

21 is Luke's sister's wedding. And it's when Jess asks Rory to run away with him.
What's the spoiler, what's the spoiler??? *wants to know* If it's Logan, don't even get started. I cannot stand that Logan-guy! What kinda name is Logan anyway! I only associate that name with bad things. I want Jess back...

Re: The universe is against me, too! Motherfucking shithead universe!

[mystisblom.livejournal.com]

Than I don't say *G* I love Logan/Rory I think they fit perfectly :)
just look at my icon they are just ment to be...

Re: The universe is against me, too! Motherfucking shithead universe!

[elenea.livejournal.com]

I would like to correct that last comment of mine. I don't want to like Logan. I'm watching s5e3 (first appearance of Logan) for the first time right now, and I have to admit that I like Logans hard-to-get-cause-I-am-way-cooler-than-you-are-missy kinda thing, and I like that he makes Rory look kinda not-so-cool. And boy, that smile really works for him!
But I want Jess back!! Therefore I am still going to try really, really hard not to like Logan. And thank God that his name is Logan cause I still think it's the most stupid name one could name a child.

Okay. That's it for now, I guess. I'm off to watching the rest of the epi.

Re: The universe is against me, too! Motherfucking shithead universe!

[mystisblom.livejournal.com]

HaHa!!
You just can't not like Logan because he just Rocks!!!
Just wait for 5.13 awwwww wana have spoiler, wana have spoiler??? *bounce*

Re: The universe is against me, too! Motherfucking shithead universe!

[elenea.livejournal.com]

YES!! I want spoilers! I'm downloading it at the moment anyway.
Total déjà vu here! I watched 5.03 yesterday, and then I watched 5.10 (or 11??) which is seven episodes later, and for some reason Rori wore the same shirt in 5.10 as she did in 5.03. And now I see your icon, and it's that shirt again!! Rory needs to go shopping for clothes!
Oh, and in 5.03 Luke tells Lorelai about that horoscope he kept for 8 years, and in 5.10 Lorelai mentions that horoscope again! Déjà vu! I'm telling you!

Re: The universe is against me, too! Motherfucking shithead universe!

[mystisblom.livejournal.com]

ok I'll spoiler you *G*
Rory was making out with Logan and Lorelei came in... that wasn't the good part the good part was Logans face when Christopher and Luke came in threatening to kill him *G*
And before all this happend Logan was all "Rory you are special, girlfriend material but I'm dev. not boyfriend material" and Rory was all "do you mean special in a crazy way?"(or something like that) and then she was graping a bottle of champange and told him he should live a little. Then they went out to make out *weeeee* sooooo cute!
But I hope that they will be more relationshipy soon :)

Lorelei and Luke are so cute *G* when they where sleeping awwww with the pillows *more awwwww*
But then Emily told Chris to fight for Lorelei and now Lorelei hates Emily and Christoph and Luke is all OMG and runs away... omg!!!

Re: The universe is against me, too! Motherfucking shithead universe!

[elenea.livejournal.com]

Ok, just finished watching the episode. OMG, I hate Logan all over again!! He is such a snobbish know-it-all! What is he thinking?? That he's the real shit?? FUCK THAT! I hope Luke and Christopher put their threat about killing him into action!
I still like his smile though...
Christopher looked classy! I am so not a fan of Christophers, and I absolutely believe that Lorelai and Luke belong together, but boy, that man looked good in that suit!! Though I didn't like that he seemed taller than Luke. Nobody is allowed to be taller than Luke!Lorelai's dress was ugly as hell. She looked like a hooker.
Emily and Richard were soooo cute!! I nearly cried when Emily came walking down the aisle and Richard had this look on his face. :) *loves*
Since the episode where Rory slept with Dean I am starting to bear a certain hatred towards Rory. She seems so devious, and almost fake to me. I like her when she's running around at college, dealing with Paris, and being extremely busy with school stuff, but when it comes to boys I can only shake my head. First Dean (the divorcee) and now that scumbag Logan! What the hell's wrong with her??

"You and I, we're through!" OMG, I can't wait for the next episode!!

Re: The universe is against me, too! Motherfucking shithead universe!

[mystisblom.livejournal.com]

Yeah I know that he is but he's a lovable asshole *G*
his smile is wow I kow ggg

Yes Christopher really looked good but I still wanted to beat him out of it and in a mental institution...
I didn't like her dress either, I hate this silber and glitter stuff I would only wear some paietten (?) but not more and not like that...

Emily and Richard ARE cute, I mean I know Emily can be a bitch but I still like those two and I'm sure that they love each other endlessly (?)
Oh I have a new spoiler wana know?
its about Luke and Lorelei *G*

Rory and boys don't have a nice past but I hope that she and Logan got a nice little relationship where they both equaly. I mean that is the first relationship where no problems are in sight. he isn't married, they are at the same collage, he has a carier (?) and her ganparents like him (and you knwo what can happen when they dislike the boyfriend lol). The only think that isnt perfect right now is his attitude but hey thats something I can happily overlook and it's something that can change (but I think it's kinda chaming but don't ask me I allways fall for the wrong men :( )

Re: The universe is against me, too! Motherfucking shithead universe!

[mystisblom.livejournal.com]

Oh and the pic from my icon is a promo pic *G*G*G*

[e1us1v3-0n3.livejournal.com]

that really does suck.

have you ever posted your non-digital art online? i'd really like to see it. i mean, dude your digital art already rocks.

[mystisblom.livejournal.com]

I posted it some livetimes ago but then my server crashed my scanner died and I never get the chance to upload new ones. but I think I'll post my new stuff :)
I'm not that good I think I'm only averadge but I like most of my stuff even if I'm very critical *G*