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mystisblomok i was watching chain of fools again and my god now i have to tell you something and i hope no one read this *lol*
so ok
lij plays this killer mikey or like he say a specialist lol
ok he has this very cute aura and he is so searching for love...ok maybe its me cuz i allways fall in love with the dangarus people but wow he is sexationell.
i mean wow i watch at him whis his sunglases and his gun and this lost face with the blue eyes with this pain inside and i wana hug him and kiss his nose and then when the damn guy crackers or what ever he called say him he dont want him as a friend and you see how hard it is for him *sob* i think he really need a hug and in the end my god i know im crazy but i think i need a guy like this as a boyfriend! i mean one of the dangarus types with the soft inside.
a guy from this loveromans gggg
i need a killer, ok anyone knows where i can find one.
acari dont laugh you know i know what youre thinking especially the killer think gggg i know its my dreamjob to be a speciallist but think when my husband is one too this would be so much easyer i think.
god im a total freak did you know this when you see me in my icon? i think know cuz i dont like a person like this but really i am!
so what should i do know?
oh and my ex best gay friend comes back and makes of we are a big family and i have to be nice *puke*
i hate it but its nice to be not the asshole on work but its not very funny at all
god maybe i really need a boyfriend maybe i have hallus or no i think not i dont need a man ok maybe i need a man but i need this specail man and i dont get him cuz im not that sort of person im to nice. ok i really wish im a bith ok maybe im a lil bitch but i dont look like im looking like a nice lil girl (i have to change my image!)
ok to do list: things i have to do until my 25 birthday!
-change my image
-find a bad boyfriend
-have sex for the first time (i know its my own fault that im vigin until now i say all the time no but now it would be nice)
-say my boss what an asshole he is
-a big trip
-do something really really crazy like a big trip
-dont thought about something like a big trip
next stuff comes...
so ok
lij plays this killer mikey or like he say a specialist lol
ok he has this very cute aura and he is so searching for love...ok maybe its me cuz i allways fall in love with the dangarus people but wow he is sexationell.
i mean wow i watch at him whis his sunglases and his gun and this lost face with the blue eyes with this pain inside and i wana hug him and kiss his nose and then when the damn guy crackers or what ever he called say him he dont want him as a friend and you see how hard it is for him *sob* i think he really need a hug and in the end my god i know im crazy but i think i need a guy like this as a boyfriend! i mean one of the dangarus types with the soft inside.
a guy from this loveromans gggg
i need a killer, ok anyone knows where i can find one.
acari dont laugh you know i know what youre thinking especially the killer think gggg i know its my dreamjob to be a speciallist but think when my husband is one too this would be so much easyer i think.
god im a total freak did you know this when you see me in my icon? i think know cuz i dont like a person like this but really i am!
so what should i do know?
oh and my ex best gay friend comes back and makes of we are a big family and i have to be nice *puke*
i hate it but its nice to be not the asshole on work but its not very funny at all
god maybe i really need a boyfriend maybe i have hallus or no i think not i dont need a man ok maybe i need a man but i need this specail man and i dont get him cuz im not that sort of person im to nice. ok i really wish im a bith ok maybe im a lil bitch but i dont look like im looking like a nice lil girl (i have to change my image!)
ok to do list: things i have to do until my 25 birthday!
-change my image
-find a bad boyfriend
-have sex for the first time (i know its my own fault that im vigin until now i say all the time no but now it would be nice)
-say my boss what an asshole he is
-a big trip
-do something really really crazy like a big trip
-dont thought about something like a big trip
next stuff comes...
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Date: 2002-06-12 11:54 am (UTC)You started doing the list thingy? Good. I need to write mine, too. What to do before 30.
*shudder*
Yes, my mother said this gruesome line for the first time: "But girl you#re turning 30 soon."
*screaming on top of her lungs*
"I fucking know, mum. But in 6 years, not tomorrow."
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Date: 2002-06-12 12:00 pm (UTC)my god thats brrrrrrrrr
and my god my aunt and my cousine ask me about a friend and love and man and my god childs!!!!!
what the heck im 21!
are they all crazy????
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Date: 2002-06-12 12:07 pm (UTC)ARGH, when do they get it I don't fucking want kids. Dammit.
Figure, me being Anger is appropriate. Anycrap.
I mean, yeah I'm 24, yeah my oldest sis did have 2 kids at that age already. But I'm not my fucking sis for fucking sake.
Okay, I shut up now.
Why in the world do I get angry that easy?!
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Date: 2002-06-12 12:21 pm (UTC)yeah i mean last school week i drive with this guy (hes in love with me *puke* im such a cold person but what can i do) and he say im looking good and bwa but he tells me sie too and then when he ask about my age he looks like ahhhhh and say "oh youre 5 years older then me"
*sob*
and today on work i tell that my family makes me anger with their stupid questions like family boyfriend and and and *grrrrrr*
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Date: 2002-06-12 12:24 pm (UTC)Okay, that never happens to me, gods I can't even remember the last guy I had a crush on.
I need to get a life. Soon!
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Date: 2002-06-12 12:35 pm (UTC)ok yes he had a crush bäh!
god why allways the young guys i mean elas brother michaelas brother why????
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Date: 2002-06-12 12:45 pm (UTC)fuck!
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Date: 2002-06-12 12:21 pm (UTC)