I'm really really scared!

Remember the pain I told you about? it's getting worse now I cant close my right eye proberly and the whole right side of my faith feels kinda weird.
I really would like to see the doc right now but I have to wait for some guy from the electric company so I have to wait till 4pm. and I'm scared and I hate those stupid elitricety guys because they allways come late and I'm really really scared.

*sigh* beeing me sucks!

it seems that its not that bad it just will take time *sigh* maybe a month... It looks like I have an inflammation (?) of a nerve in my face *wotsi* (ironie!!)

now I feel even more like a freak than before but its not that bad because I got a shitload of medicin which will make me high on a whole new level *wotsi* (ironie!)

The thing that really kills me is that my right eye dosnt stops tearing and that really makes me crazy *sigh*

The doc said that if it gots worse in the next few days than I have to go to the hospital because it could be a Zecken (dont know the english name of this little blood sucking monster) bite too.