Heeeeellllpppp....

can someone help me please cuz I cant see the memories at lj.
Every memorypage I tried told me that the user/com has no memories but I no for sure that crack van does, and I cant see them either. *freaks*
I mean Memories are importend!!!!
please help me.
because I'm nearly crazy right now cuz there is this fic I wana read and all the new chapters are in the memories of the writer *sob*