boooooooooooooooooooooring

:steeling from escape cuz its sooooooooo boring today:

people i have slept with: None
age when i lost my virginity: ähm look first question
times i have been in love: once
time i have had my heart broken: once
hearts i have broken: i dont know maybe 3 my first was carsten the little brother from a friend then was it steffan the little brother of a friend and then hmmm damn i lost the name of the guy *G*.
months i have been single: looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong.
continents i have visited: hmmmm i dont know
age when i first flew all alone: 14
number of boys i have kissed: hmmmmm i think 5
number of girls i have kissed: none
number of things that would technically be classed as suicide attempts but actually weren't: 1
types of drugs taken illegally: none
drugs i am addicted to right now: internet
number of people i would classify as true, i could trust with my life type friends: fran, jasmine
number of piercings: ears
number of tattoos: none but i wish i had one
number of times my name has appeared on film credits: none
number of times i have feared for my safety whilst walking around London at night: cuz i never was allone in london at night
number of times a girl/boyfriend has made me scared of what s/he could do to me physically: none

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my god thats so movie like i sit here its saturday night (11pm) my friends all ill (i infact they with a bad flu *G*) i eat a big cup of ice and watching a kevin kline marathon *lol* how pathatic should i be to kill myselfe?
i mean im 21 single i hate my job i hate my live and my future is like a big black hole cuz i dont know what i want in my live.
i feel nothing when i look in the mirrow the only think that i think is girl you looks really bad.
its damn hot but in my skin im freezing i have my week in the month *G* and i have the feelink like my destiny is puke at me.
and im damn tired but i have to wait to 2 am cuz i have to record something *G*
fran (acari) its all your fallt!
so now i go and watch the next kk movie (a fish named wanda) and wait for the icestorm *bawl* i can cry bevore i watch the movie cuz i love mikey this guy is so wonderful and then... you all know whats with him in the end :(
can i be alive after watching again? i mean in my best times i watch this movie one time every day!
hmmm lets see but i think i start cry when the movie stars cuz im in a bad mood and this movie is damn sad.
~ me